Gymnastics & Music feed my soul. Being outdoors when I can make it across the doorstep.
I'm from Australia but live here in the US.I have no family or friends & I'm divorced.I never talk to anyone.I avoid answering my phone as I don't have anything to talk about.I can't find a job & I have severe anxiety,depression & feel like I am failing miserably.The stress & worry I have from no job & watching every penny is having an effect on my son.He lives with me weekdays & with his dad on weekends.Although I try to hide it,he knows I am overwhelmed.I would never consider taking my own life but I feel that this will become so bad it will take my life.I suffered a seizure in my car last year.It was stress related.Thank God my son wasn't with me.I just want to live & be happy the way I used to be.I hate the way I feel & it's getting worse.I see no way out.