Information and opinions on Depression from Dottie at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257/32326/just-need-get Sun, 29 Jun 2008 11:06:34 -0400 Dottie Okay, thanks to those of you who posted your support. It is very hard for me to admit to people how I really feel-most people just don't get it and think I'm being stupid. I AM going to the doctor tomorrow...anyone notice that I am still convincing myself of that?! I just feel like a fool when I walk into his office and have to let all my guards down. Then I end up loosing my cool and balling like a baby which only makes me feel ashamed.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257/32326/just-need-get http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257/32069/apprehension Thu, 26 Jun 2008 10:50:15 -0400 Dottie Ok, I know I sound stupid but I am terrified to go in and talk to my doctor about getting back on medication. I have been off meds for about 2 1/2 years- (which was really dumb) however, financially I couldn't swing the office visits or the prescription costs. Unfortunately, I have seriously spiralled downward and need to get help. I just made an appointment but I keep coming up with reasons why I could cancel... I don't know why I feel... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/66257/32069/apprehension