it has taken me a while to write this, i was attacked by a seriously mentally ill woman as i awaited my ride home. i remembered her from my old neighbourhood, i havent seen her in 15 years, i would bump into her at food co op we would discuss vegtables , she was diffrent then but we had no friendship to speak of, she looked diffrent i didnt reconize here we were sitting in the waiting room, she was feeling sad she took my hand and just was so sad and crying lightly. then my therapist came out, i had a great session, then i went down stairs, this woman had waited for me and began to talk about life, then she got up straddled my legs and began to kiss me and bite my neck , she told me that i was hers , she wanted me, she reached into my blouse and squeezed my chest i was frozen, my ride came i got up and ran to the cab and got in i told the cab driver she was sick and attacked me. i got home made a police report over the phone, this person doesnt know where i live, but left me a message saying thather therapist told her that because she is so rejected to be more forward and take a person without asking she told me i was hers and she is going to have me, all i know is that she left that tape on my voicemail and one of the therapist listened i forwared it to her voicemail all the therapist heard it , had her in for a appointment, i will know what happened on monday, i am afraid to go back , i have been raped before, brutally, and i have been having night terrors,panic attacks, i am feeling so scared as this woman lives in a controled setting for people with mental illness and the homeless, this area is in town and downtown, i live far away from her but if i take out a anti harrassment order they will put my address on it i f she were to harass me she can be picked up, she has a long record for criminal acts such as what she did to me, i am so afraid, i was laughed at by my neighbour she said "you  draw strange people to yourself" "Oh just kick her butt" i have stayed in my apartment since except to go to my endocrinologist, he cares about me and was feeling bad about what happened, i have no one to talk about it, except my therapist. I am reliving what happened to me in 1979 beated beyound reconition, by a police officer, threated that if i did let him take my virginity he would pull the trigger, i lost 10 fet of intestine, had a hysterectomy 4 months later, and got hepetitis c, I am trying to tell everyone here i dont want to  trigger anyone who has suffered, plese write back .