starshine

Health Interests

chronic fatigue,  blood disorder from transfusion in 1979,  formerly ougoing withdrawn now

Drugs I am Taking

now taking zoloft

About Me

i used to be very outgoing, now i am withdrawn, i dont seem to fit anyplace just now. it is hard fro me to be that old bubbly me. I THOUGHT MY FRIENDS WERE REAL UNTIL I HAD A DOUBLE MASCDECTOMY, AND CHOSE TO NOT TRY TO CURE CANCER BY NATURAL MEANS. and they who were so health conscious saw me as a sell out for going to a Internal medicine physician, i have lost both parents in 2008 one in May, then the other in July. i was told i was strong could get through it.i feel transparent, keep to myself , i try to write but just now it isnt possible, this is the best i can do for now . i love nature and moonlight, strs, the sea, animals, i play guitar and banjo but cant just now. music is difficult for me to listento, i am a folkie. gordon lightfoot, buffy saint-marie, joan baez, joni mitchell tracy chapman peter paul and mary, silent movies and pop corn, historical novels, british shows, period movies howards end, remains of the day, that sort of thing, movies from silent times to 1960. i love black and white. always wanted to be a film maker, oh well. thanks for reading this, peace, starshine