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   Things are so confusing for me right now. I came to see my mother because she had a semi-serious medical procedure done.I live out of state and had to leave my house and pets in order to take care of her. My daughter was supposed to come over every day to take care of things but only manages to go over every few days.

   I miss my cat.I am so hurt that I can not depend on my family. My husband died three years ago and i have not finished the grief process. I hate my life. I just want to go to Heaven so i can be with my  husband. I am so lonely. My finances are non existant and i feel like nobody cares. Death would be so much easier.