but i didnt let this bother me too much, even though the stares were back. i wish i could say it didn't hurt me, but i had actually liked this guy! what was wrong with me? why was this happening?
the final turn of events was when my best friend decided i waasn't good enough for her. she left me alone, she ditched me. first, she stopped calling. then she got my friends to turn against me. i dont know why or how she did it, but i am friendless. it is the loneliest i have ever been.
i spent the past six months with nobody, searching for friends. the open wound in my heart hasn't even begun to heal. i can't open up to anyone i don't trust (this includes my mother...only). so i am extremely unhappy. i have nobody, i don't know what to do. i am a tormented soul, why does this trouble follow me? what have i done? did i do something to deserve this? i wallow in my sadness like nothning i can even express.
will someone help me? i need an explanation, a reassurance. am i truly this terrible person not deserving of one friend?
thanks for reading.
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