Information and opinions on Depression from mj2356 at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874/76786/poem-daddy Wed, 01 Jul 2009 03:11:23 -0400 mj2356 Its so much better when youre gone But I cant be alone Alone is how I feel Even when youre with me. As much as I love you Youre hurting me Pain I feel when I see your eyes Dark with secrets Id like to know but never will. I don't know what changed Between us We used to be okay Better than okay but now Its different you look at me With distance. Im right here waiting For you to open up to me Before I leave Go start my own life... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874/76786/poem-daddy http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874/73001/lost-lonely Mon, 01 Jun 2009 03:20:51 -0400 mj2356 for most of my life i went to a private school. i was a shy, sweet girl with friends, and i was happy. the depression started in seventh grade. my friends decided i wasn't happy enough for them, so they left me. i was friendless for a long time, and i was severely unhappy. i cut myself once or twice, nothing too intense, but i just wanted the attention. the summer after seventh grade was awful. i had nobody, i sat around and ate. but once... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/690874/73001/lost-lonely