I've started working with a realtor, - just met with her Friday and the plan is to start looking at houses tomorrow.. if she was able to set up any viewings, I think most of the properties currently have tenants. I'm working on getting my preapproval. I'm all stressed out, I don't think I can take any set backs..

These days I'm kind of just getting things done - I keep linking it all to "the house"... gotta take care of the fact my lease is expiring because I won't have a house before that date... so I manage to make myself ask for a lease extension.. it comes at a premium but that's fine. I make myself process the paperwork for the new pension loan to use as a down payment.. and when they called asking for something before they can process it I make myself just do it, because it's for "the house" Having a goal, once that requires many small steps to get to helps a lot.

I have a doctors appointment... next week..I think.. time is just flying by. I need to talk about the effexor, I can't not take it, but I also feel like it wears off before 24 hours... I'm not sure about increasing it, but to be honest I'm pretty sure that I've taken a double dose by accident and not really noticed it... maybe I need an increase...