I tried to lay down and get some sleep, but I just couldn't fall asleep. So here it is after 5 am- the birds have been chirping for an hour already/
If I fall asleep now I get about 2 hours sleep (3 if I do the really fast morning routine of jumping into the clothes and rushing out of the house without much thought) That's not enough...... Read more
I was trying to upload a new icon/avatar and instead I got an error and my old one disappeared... .. that was a few days ago.. and I still can't upload a new one.. that's annoying.... but everything is today for some reason.
I got the stitches out today- I hope all ends up well with my hand, but I do know already all the numbness... Read more
At some point in my wanderings the last couple days I saw an article about depression actually increasing this time of year. Now I can't find it- I wanted to link to it.. heck it might have been HERE! Anyway I just skimmed it and thought... wow.. I just wrote about that. Well -- I'm somewhat normal in my abnormality And to think,... Read more
I noticed that almost a year ago that I initially started trying to keep this journal here. And it's been months and months since I posted anything at all. So while everyone with SAD is starting to bounce back as the nice weather sets in I'm crashing? And apparently that's the norm for me? I'm thinking back over the the... Read more