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Saturday, May 10, 2008
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HELLO...TODAY IS A ROTTEN DAY FOR ME....FIRST OFF i AM ON A NEW MED...WHICH IS MAKING ME BLUE AND ANXIOUS...LIFE SUCKS...AND i MISS MMY KIDS...AND MY GRANDKIDS...WAY TOO MUCH..i GET SO TIRED OF MY HUBBY HOVERING OVER ME..MAKES ME NUTS....i AM SO TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS AND HAVING NO INTEREST I...

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JENNIFER TURNER
Monday, May 12, 2008 at 12:01 PM

HI, I AM SORRY YOU ARE HAVING A BAD TIME. I WOULD HATE TO LIVE FAR AWAY FROM MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS. I HAVE 1 DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND THAT LIVE IN ANOTHER STATE AND WE ONLY SEE THEM 2 TIMES A YEAR...MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER AND HER 2 GIRLS LIVE IN MY FRONT YARD...OR, MAYBE ITS WE LIVE IN HER BACKYARD...ANYWAY WE ARE VERY CLOSE..MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER AND HER 2 SONS LIVE DOWN THE DRIVEWAY...SHE JUST MOVED HERE A COUPLE MONTHS AGO...GOING THROUGH A NASTY DIVORCE...OH, AND I HATE WHEN MY MEDS. GET CHANGED AND MY BODY HAS TO GET USE TO THE NEW ONE...I HOPE YOU CHEER-UP SOON...YOU HAVE PEOPLE HERE THAT CARE FOR YOU....GOD BLESS...JENNIFER

doing a bit better
Izzy14
Friday, May 16, 2008 at 09:00 PM

Hi Jennifer....I am doing a bit better...least I am today...things seem to be not as bad ..and maybe it's the sunshine..maybe it's just me...everyday seems to be different...I envy you having your kids close....maybe sometime I will be able to also...thanks for answering me...it's really nice of you..deb

Ferris Wheel
A work in progress
Sunday, May 25, 2008 at 12:00 PM

Depression can be like a ferris wheel, we circulate round and round with our emotions, sometimes overwhelming low only to know that we rise back up again. Having ways to keep in touch with those we hold dearest is crucial. Can you use the internet to communciate/connect with your grandkids, send photos, play games etc.?

The hovering would make me more crazy than I already am. Changing meds always makes me even more agitated than normal. Take things one and a time and keep going...you're doing the best you can with what you have.

j