struggling with all this crap

HELLO...TODAY IS A ROTTEN DAY FOR ME....FIRST OFF i AM ON A NEW MED...WHICH IS MAKING ME BLUE AND ANXIOUS...LIFE SUCKS...AND i MISS MMY KIDS...AND MY GRANDKIDS...WAY TOO MUCH..i GET SO TIRED OF MY HUBBY HOVERING OVER ME..MAKES ME NUTS....i AM SO TIRED OF LIVING LIKE THIS AND HAVING NO INTEREST IN ANYTHING...AND FEELING LIKE NO-ONE GIVE A DARN...  i CRY AT THE DROP OF A HAT...AND FEEL LIKE THERE IS NO END IN SITE FOR THIS FEELING..EXCEPT FOR THE OBVIOUS ONE.....WHICH i AM NOT TO THAT POINT....YET.....AND WILL SEEK HELP IF i GET TO THERE......