another day

Hang in there Marley.  It will get better.  The down side is it seems as if you hit bottom.  The up side is there is no where to go but up.  It looks like you have the right attitude with your desire to make it through this.  You're also right that sometimes all you have to look at is getting through this minute.  I will have to remember that.  I'm also trying to figure out how to rely on myself for certian things and to find my own power.  I have found that with the really hard times when I feel like I can't talk to anyone, praying helps.  At least I'm getting my feelings out to someone.  Once again, hang in there and believe that it will get better.

Good for you, Marley.  I just know you will make it with the resolve you have.  You are making big changes in your life and it's bound to be chaos for a while, but in the end you'll be better off.  Thanks for sharing this with us.