I've been really having a hard time lately. I don't think about killing myself anymore, but I do still think about hurting myself. I've been taking my medication everyday, but I'm not really feeling the positive effects of it anymore like I have in the past. On top of all that, I just realized that college orientation is less than a week away and... Read more
i'm starting to move into my apartment tomorrow morning. while I've been doing better since I got home from the hospital, I've been feeling really run down lately. I've been really good with taking my meds since I got home, I haven't missed a day. I just haven't been sleeping regularly and I'm constantly exhausted. They gave me provigil to give me... Read more
I spent the past two nights in the mental ward at the hospital. I really hated it there, I was so happy when they let me go home. But my doctors were worried about my safety, so they sent me there. They raised my dosage of cymbalta and gave me something new to get me going in the morning (I cant remember what it's called). My only complaint is... Read more
work was insane tonight, and I was ready to just walk out of there. I'm ready to just quit. there were a lot of other thing contributing to my stress tonight besides work, but I just don't have the energy to go into them and think about them. I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. No matter how exhausted I am, I can't sleep. I'm never... Read more
I went to work but they made me leave because I was crying. I'm so mad right now, I never asked to leave work and I was fine.
My parents and my sister want to know what's going on with me, but I don't want to tell them. While I was waiting for my sister's house, I called my boyfriend to have someone to talk to, and he just threatened to tell them... Read more