by
angelmaker on Depression
Monday, December 07 2009
I haven't posted in a really long time. I've been so busy with school lately that I haven't been giving myself enough time to be someone who is depressed. I've just been suppressing everything and I'm really starting to feel the negative effects of that. Its 2 in the morning, and I have a four page english paper due in the morning. I have one... Read more
by
angelmaker on Depression
Tuesday, August 18 2009
I've been really having a hard time lately. I don't think about killing myself anymore, but I do still think about hurting myself. I've been taking my medication everyday, but I'm not really feeling the positive effects of it anymore like I have in the past. On top of all that, I just realized that college orientation is less than a week away and... Read more
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angelmaker on Depression
Friday, August 14 2009
i'm starting to move into my apartment tomorrow morning. while I've been doing better since I got home from the hospital, I've been feeling really run down lately. I've been really good with taking my meds since I got home, I haven't missed a day. I just haven't been sleeping regularly and I'm constantly exhausted. They gave me provigil to give me... Read more
by
angelmaker on Depression
Thursday, August 06 2009
I spent the past two nights in the mental ward at the hospital. I really hated it there, I was so happy when they let me go home. But my doctors were worried about my safety, so they sent me there. They raised my dosage of cymbalta and gave me something new to get me going in the morning (I cant remember what it's called). My only complaint is... Read more
by
angelmaker on Depression
Sunday, August 02 2009
work was insane tonight, and I was ready to just walk out of there. I'm ready to just quit. there were a lot of other thing contributing to my stress tonight besides work, but I just don't have the energy to go into them and think about them. I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. No matter how exhausted I am, I can't sleep. I'm never... Read more
