I went to work but they made me leave because I was crying. I'm so mad right now, I never asked to leave work and I was fine.
My parents and my sister want to know what's going on with me, but I don't want to tell them. While I was waiting for my sister's house, I called my boyfriend to have someone to talk to, and he just threatened to tell them what's going on if I don't. I hate them all so much right now, I never should have said anything to anyone.
I really want to hurt myself right now, they're all so annoying. I never asked for any of their help and my mom is making it sound like I'm being a huge burden. I hate her so much.
Angelmaker, don't hurt yourself because you're angry at them. Do you have a therapist or counselor or anybody like that to talk to? You could/should be getting help from someone to handle this. Maybe your family wouldn't be as horrible about it as you might think if you can talk about it. I know it's very hard, a lot of us try to hide our depression from family, even our doctors sometimes! Your boyfriend might be scared and that's why he's threatening to tell your family.
If your crying at work is causing a problem, I think that's even more reason for you to be talking to a professional, don't you think? There's nothing wrong with asking for help, maybe your family can help you find some, if nothing else.
Hurting yourself won't help anything and will cause others even more concern - not the thing to do if you don't want them to make a big deal out of your depression. Please keep in touch, I don't know if I'm helping you at all but I hope so. Please hang in there, okay? I do care what happens to you.