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Sunday, August 02, 2009
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work was insane tonight, and I was ready to just walk out of there. I'm ready to just quit. there were a lot of other thing contributing to my stress tonight besides work, but I just don't have the energy to go into them and think about them. I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. No matter ...

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Stephen Hauser
Monday, August 03, 2009 at 04:03 PM

I know exactly how are you feeling right now. I've been there sadly many times in my life and I am barely older than you are. I am only 20 years old and know how it feels. The most important question I have got to ask you is if you have found faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. I'm not asking in a way to preach to you to like a priest or a preacher. But honestly my faith in God has been the only thing that has kept me from killing myself. I do not want to spend eternity in hell and want to spend it in heaven with him. If you have not known our great lord this is the best time to get to know him. Faith is extremely important in the battle against depression.

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angelmaker
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 at 12:31 AM

I'm actually an atheist. I have no disrespect for your faith in god, but Christianity, let alone any other organized religion is something that I strongly disagree with. Not to say that I'm not a very spiritual person.

I just see so many faults in the ideas of god and jesus, and there's no way I'll ever follow any religion that sees women as secondary to men.

I am glad you are still here...
Merely Me
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 at 02:44 PM

Hi there

So did you get an appointment with your doctor? I know this is a rough time for you. I want you to hang in there though. If you are feeling bad you can always come here and write to us.

I have some hotline numbers I will give to you should you need them. I have used them myself and the people are really helpful.

1-800-273-TALK (8255)

1800-784-2433

1800-799-4889

Let us know how you are doing. We care.

re: I am glad you are still here...
angelmaker
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 at 02:47 PM

I have an appointment at 730 tonight. I'm really nervous but I'm trying to keep myself busy while i wait.

re: re: I am glad you are still here...
Merely Me
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 at 02:51 PM

Ooooh good for you!

You are going to do great. Just be yourself and let this person know what is going on with you. I will have high hopes for you.

Please let us know how it all goes.