stressed about moving

i'm starting to move into my apartment tomorrow morning. while I've been doing better since I got home from the hospital, I've been feeling really run down lately. I've been really good with taking my meds since I got home, I haven't missed a day. I just haven't been sleeping regularly and I'm constantly exhausted. They gave me provigil to give me an extra boost, but I feel like it's not working. I was thinking about that today when I realized that I was so worn out because I never eat anything. My eating disorder is starting to get out of control and take hold of me and I think I'm close to getting really sick. I just cant get myself to eat anything. Sometimes I want to blurt it out to my parents but I'm afraid that they wont let me move out if I tell them. They're already reluctant because of the hospital thing.

I don't know. Lately I've been wanting to shut down and disappear into my bed for a week, but I don't have time for that. Classes start in a few weeks and I need to get myself settled into this apartment.