I am new to this site, and communicating with people about my depression, despite living with depression for several years. I always want to talk, that is, at some points. I do not think there is anyone who understands what that is like... especially since that is just one side of the paradox. The other is that I don't want to bother anyone. Can anyone identify with that?


I definatly understand how you feel. I have dealt with depression for the most part of my life, and don't feel like you can't talk to anyone. I am lucky enough that my husband and my mom and friends (for the most part) are there for me when I need someone, and sometimes I feel like I am bothering them with my problems, but they are all suprizingly understanding, and know that I just need to talk. If you don't really have anyone to talk to, these boards and a therapist are good things to try to do because I find that when I internalize things, it is much harder for me to deal with than if I get things off of my chest and talk to someone.
Just remember that these boards are here to help people. We can't help you unless we know what you are going through. Good luck with everything.