My marriage is falling apart and I blame it on my depression. I do not currently take anything for my depression and I know that's a problem. I guess I am just putting off finding a new doctor and telling my story all over again. I hate it. But it's ruining my marriage. My husband works really long hours. Over 100 a week. Sometimes he's gone for days at a time. But when his days off roll around all we do is argue. I know it's because of my insecurities and the fact that I can't stand myself. These are all typical symptoms, I know. I'm a classic in denial, insecure depressed person. And I hate it. I'm convinced I'm going to push my husband to be with another person. Perhaps the size 2 woman next door with big boobs. I am a bitter person and I don't know how else to fix my marriage. I am falling apart and I'm only 22.