Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Hello
Basically my story is probably familiar, was diagnosed Bipolar II at 17 was on meds for 15 odd years, (mood stabiliser + anti depressant) last year after a short stay in a private hosp, I re discovered my spiritual path, came off meds and had the best 8 months of my life to date (34), i have now fallen seriously down again and am conflicted as to what to do next, I have an appointment fri for which i am thankful, any thoughts are welcomed, as i am very impressionable and the biggest sceptic in the world all at the sametime.
thank you
It's not unusual for people with depression and / or bipolar disorder to hit a spell when, for whatever reason, they feel that they no longer need their medications. Unfortunately, it sometimes doesn't last, and the illness "comes back," sometimes worse than before.
I hate taking antidepressants, and I've done what you did --- stop taking my meds. I've also asked the "to med or not to med" question. The answer for me was to find a doctor whose adivce a trusted and listen. Yes, I'm back on my meds, and I may have to take them for the rest of my life. Bipolar disorder and depression are diseases just like things like diabetes (for example) is a disease. Some people can manage diseases without meds, but some of us need them.
Do you trust your doctor? Do you have a family member or close friend with whom you can share and discuss these things and trust them to help you do what's best for you? That's another thing that has helped me. My husband notices if I miss my meds for a day or two and has a little talk with me.
Hope this helps,
Teri
thank you teri for your thoughtful contribution, i am going to take my meds as i am know in a very bad way, I feel defeated, but this is the depression talking i think, and I want to be well.
Anton
Anton,
You're quite welcome. I know you feel defeated, but you're not. If you were, you wouldn't have come here and posted. Please know that people here can relate to how you're feeling. Do what you need to do to be well, and we'll be here to support you.
Happy Thanksgiving,
Teri