Today was a national campaign to raise awarness of teenage depression and suicide, where we were to write love on our arms, and pass it along. except, in amounst all the cyansisim(sp?) of my life, i realized..love fades as the sharpie wore off, what a lesson. its was so weird, writing love across ...
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been there
mandy
Thursday, February 14, 2008 at 10:54 AMre: been there
Nikole
Thursday, February 14, 2008 at 11:12 PMHello,
i wish it was easy enough to stop, no i have yet to be on meds or talk to a doctor about it..thoughts of that went out the window when one of my best friends said this is fake, i had the intention of having him go with me... now there is little motivation. I have lots of friends...if you can call them that. im quite socail, and you wouldnt know i did this un less you pulled up my sleeve or other areas. i've gotten really good at faking it.
aha, and yes i am rather tired of the snow, but it does look so nice..when its falling - not when it has turned to dirty slush on the ground ;P
thanks. Questions
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JENNIFER TURNER
Thursday, February 14, 2008 at 12:08 PMHI, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN FEELING THE WAY YOU DO? YOU ARE SO YOUNG, AND, I,M SO OLD TO HAVE ALMOST THE SAME THING GOING ON..I HAVE NOT HURT MYSELF IN 2 WEEKS, SO THAT IS GOOD.I WANTED TO, BUT I HAVE TO GO TO THE DR. NEXT WEEK AND I CANT EXPLAIN ANOTHER SWOLLEN FOOT.OH MY ...I NEED A LOT OF PEOPLE TO PRAY FOR ME. EVERYDAY MY VISION GETS WORSE...NO MEDICAL INSURANCE SO NO SURGERY TO REMOVE THE CATARACS THAT ARE TAKING MY SIGHT......JENNIFER
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Hi: you say you have no intentions of hurting yourself, that's a good sign. Have you ever been on any kind of medications, or seen a shrink? You have to deal with things one at a time, perhaps you can talk to your parents or maybe your best friend. Your young and have your whole life ahead of you. Try taking "baby steps" you can't climb the whole mountain in one day!!! I see you live in Canada, so do I. Completely fed up of all this snow. Do you have lots of friends your own age.
Mandy
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