Jokingly - i said to my mother "sorry, im broken" last night.
and we got talking and she told me that sometimes she feels broken,
cause she pushes us too hard, and that she doesn't ever feel like she fits in. i told her lightly that its hard to be who YOU are because you are a puzzle, peiced together by the people you meet. I also told her about feeling, or lack there of... and thats when she got queit. i dont know if she has any idea or she thinks im just a silly teenage girl.
i actually felt like i had a mother..it was nice, but it doesnt change the fact i dont trust her - and it doesnt change my lack of feeling.