Information and opinions on Depression from Nikole at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/20621/broken Thu, 21 Feb 2008 00:32:00 -0000 Nikole Jokingly  - i said to my mother "sorry, im broken" last night.and we got talking and she told me that sometimes she feels broken,cause she pushes us too hard, and that she doesn't ever feel like she fits in. i told her lightly that its hard to be who YOU are because you are a puzzle, peiced together by the people you meet. I also told her about feeling, or lack there of... and thats when she got queit. i dont know if she... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/20621/broken http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/20341/love-movment Wed, 13 Feb 2008 22:50:00 -0000 Nikole Today was a national campaign to raise awarness of teenage depression and suicide, where we were to write love on our arms, and pass it along. except, in amounst all the cyansisim(sp?) of my life, i realized..love fades as the sharpie wore off, what a lesson. its was so weird, writing love across the arm i have defaced with scars and sratched..almost hypocritical. right? i want to say that i have the intension to stop 'hurting' myself... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/20341/love-movment http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/20197/rant Sat, 09 Feb 2008 05:50:00 -0000 Nikole Isn't it funny, how people can treat you like dirt, and in fact call you things like exactly that...and not even know, not even know the damage they cause? nobodys perfect, god knows...but reminding me every thirty ******* seconds doesnt help me.its especaily funny when the people "closest" to you dont notice a thing. Don't notice the cuts, the tears the constant sratching of my skin. I started talking to an...ex close... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/20197/rant http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/19988/trials Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:03:00 -0000 Nikole  Today, i had the perfect oppertunity to cut myself and i felt such a need but,as i opened my jewelery bo i saw the razor i had hidden in there, and just closed it and walked away. i was very proud of myself, but as i sit here i have to hold myself back from getting up and resorting to the comfort it brings... i know to an extent why i do it, but i can't explain to others, and i know i shouldn't..but my on-going excuse is that its... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/19988/trials http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/19751/how-do-you Mon, 28 Jan 2008 22:22:00 -0000 Nikole i'm a teenager (16) and i want to know if it normal..if you are depressed to..know? i have recently noticed the graying in day to day life, yet with my friends im finei n most cases.. and i have had sore muscels,trouble sleeping, stomach aches, dizzy spells, mood swings, and very mild self-mutilation more recently.....i need to know if this is just a phase or if it is something i need to get help with. thanks.-Questions http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/81297/19751/how-do-you