Information and opinions on Depression from MrsA2207 at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/82328 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/82328/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/82328 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/82328/26654/low Thu, 01 May 2008 09:23:57 -0400 MrsA2207 The beginning of this week was a living hell for me. On Monday, I hit an all-time low. I was closer to suicide than I have ever been. I actually had pills in my hand. I actually had a knife at my wrist. I actually had the gun out of the cabinet. I have learned that the things that didnt used to bother me so much, really grate on my nerves more than ever now. I feel so fragile. Like I could just shatter into a million pieces in a split second.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/82328/26654/low