am I wrong?

I need to know if there is somthing wrong with me. I am 24 and about a year ago, I became pregnant from my boyfriend of two years. He decided he did not want to be part of the babys life and left us both. I decided to continue with my pregnancy and 6 months into it I had to terminate my pregnancy because of serious complications. It was a very traumatic experience being how I felt so alone and I was so excited about having my child and it did not happen. I have now moved on, I have a new boyfriend and I want to change my life around. I find it very difficult to talk about babies, baby showers, friends that are pregnant. I feel like people around me do not understand me, and feel I am just being dramatic. I have been thinking about getting getting pregnant again, maybe that would make me get over the situation. I do not know if I am wrong, if I am dragging this too long, I just dont know what to do. Can someone please help me understand??

thank you!