Hello everyone and thank you for taking the time to view my story.. Well here goes nothing, my name is Kelly and I am 19 years old, I've suffered with depression anxiety/panic since I was 11 years old. Over the years it has gotten worse. I've been in a couple of abusive realtionships and been threw two rapes, at times I feel worthless, like why am I here and what is my purpose! I cry for no reason at all and sometimes it gets to the point to where I feel as if I just need to end my life. I am still trying to figure out what's wrong but I can't. I was on many many medications and stopped taking them due to the fact that I felt they were not helping me. I don't like being on them because of the way I feel . . Like a walking zombie. . I stopped taking the meds when I got married at 18 I'm almost twenty now and my husband left me a year ago I lost all my medical and insurance and I also suffer from seizures no medication for that but I've also come to realize with me being on the medication for my seizures helps alot better than not being on them. Recently just yesterday I went to Crisis Care and talked to a doctor she put me on Effexor XR and Tradozone which I am currently taking the Tradozone but not the Effexor XR, I can now sleep at night but it's only the second day I've been on it so hopefully the full effects will be kicking in within the next week or so for my anxiety and panic and depression. I feel like I am the only one in the world with these problems and I sit here and see that I'm not. I feel so alone so helpless, I am unable to work due to my anxiety and seizures constantly worrying about the future.. I need some advice anyone!
Kelly.
