Well as you all know in my last post I was a complete mess.. I went to the doctor got put on meds but I am very afraid to take the Effexor XR just because it's an anti depressent and every single one I have had in the past I have had very bad luck . . I know you can only know until you try it out how the outcome of it is but the truth is I'm scared to know. They also gave me Tradozone which I have only had to take twice for my anxiety and panic attacks. They also help me sleep too which yeah of course they will it's a sleeping pill, which I have no idea why they even gave it to me in the first place. It does help with my anxiety though, I just need to find a right combo I guess. I go for a therapy sesson on the 13th, nervous but excited at the same time . . And I go for a follow up to the doctors on my medication the 12th. I'm am doing alot better I haven't had any anxiety attacks nor have I been suffering from the depression but who knows when that will kick back in. I don't want to jinks myself or anything. I just need some really really really good advice!
I also want to thank everyone and all your kind words you guys have written me, I have plenty of smiles on my face reading your comments and you guys make me feel as though when I\'m reading these comments like I actually matter and I now know that I am not alone.. I also found another website that has a chat on it to so you can chat with others and stuff like that it's kind of like this one..
realmentalhealth.com
Thank you everyone and remember you are not alone!
Kelly
