I need a shoulder or 2 to cry on... my introduction to the community

By mrs ruckus Tuesday, September 15, 2009

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Hi, I'm new to this forum. I have lived with depression since the age of 15, I am now 33. I usually go off and on meds, either because I'm feeling better or mainly because I can't afford them so I just dont take them anymore. I'm at a point in my life right now that is new, I've never felt so bad before. I've been depressed, but I can't ever recall thinking that I'm so gone that there is no point left. I feel this is controlling my life and ruining my marriage. My husband is actually preparing to leave because he can't handle it (along with my trust issues). Really I just need some people that can relate and I can talk to because I feel so alone right now and lost. Sorry if the post is scattered, but thats my mind right now

Dont know what to do

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Smomdukes

9/15/09 3:36pm

Welcome to the forum, you are not alone. First I want you to just sit back and breath, take a few deep breaths..... I am sure that your husband loves you, most of the time, it is in our own minds. That too is all right. If you cannot afford ylur meds, try Social Serices, they may be able to offer some type of help, or try your local Health Department. It is important to stay on your meds, they will help ylou with your trust issues also. Even if you are feeling better stay on your meds, that only means that they are working Take care of yourself, you will find many caring people here on this site, who are who are so much more better qualified than I am. Welcome!

sherry/smomdukes

Merely Me, Health Guide

9/15/09 4:36pm

Hi there

I can tell by your writing that you are in pain. I am really sorry that you are feeling so down and the situation with your husband is not helping things I am sure.

Do you feel that you are in crisis?

I have some information for you if you need to seek mental health services or get medication when you don't have the money or insurance. Please follow this link to read my article.

Know too...that you are not alone. There are many people here who are going through similar situations...just keep reading the questions and shareposts and you will meet others in the same boat.

Please do seek out help if you can and also know that you can come here as often as you need to write and vent and just...take a break from life. I know this is hard right now...but do know that there is hope.

Kristina

10/ 1/09 5:48pm

Hi, I'm new to this forum too, in fact this is my first entry. I want to let you know your not alone and that their are others out there that feel just like you. So often, I feel like I'm the only the one that feels this way.

I'll be praying for you,

Kristina

mrs ruckus

10/ 1/09 9:05pm

Hi Kristina, Thanks for your response and prayers, I'll do the same for you. Maybe we could help each other?

Take care

Christina

I need a shoulder or 2 to cry on... my introduction to the community

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