hi
It has been so long
I feel lonely
so i spend money
I isolate because no seems to be around
I know this is not true
I seem to be stuck in a rut
During the week I try to get out
the weekend kills
jon
hi
It has been so long
I feel lonely
so i spend money
I isolate because no seems to be around
I know this is not true
I seem to be stuck in a rut
During the week I try to get out
the weekend kills
jon
Hi Jon,
I too feel isolated right now. I know winter does that to me. When the days start getting longer and it is lighter, somehow it seems easier to go out.
But there is the phone and the internet , yay!
And I still find a lot of comfort reading part of Psalms over and over in the Bible when I feel very alone...I feel some connection when I do this and it just fills an empty spot inside many times.
I also pray for new friends and for God to strenghten and bless all my relationships with friends and family and theirs too...sometimes, I feel less alone after all this....plus, animals! Just to go outside and be with a bird makes me feel more connected too many times...
Supposedly we are all connected...and we just don't realize that we really are connected and together all the time...
I am rambling...so tired...
I forgot, do you have a pet? I have kittens and they are also connection....
Or a pond with ducks...
Marishka
hi mariska
Thanks I appreciate your post
I see your conscious of your spiritual need
God will bless your efforts
Dont worry about rambling
I hate the phone I guess its a guy thing
Yesterday I tried to write an email couldnt do it
because I didnt want to complain to the person
I usually complain to him
i wanted to write him with positive
I usually dont
Jon
Hi, Jon - glad you checked in. We do wonder about you when we haven't heard from you in a while. I can see where you would get pretty lonely and I know spending can sometimes seem to help fill an empty spot. What do you think would help you get out of the house more? Is there something you can plan on the week-end that would get you out? Are you still in group therapy?
I'm sorry you are feeling down these days and hope that changes soon.
well judy
theyve been having it less because of staff shortage and personal emergencies.
My grandma moved away to be with my uncle
i dont have that many people that live near by that i can talk to
jon
Hi Jon
I didn't know about your grandmother. How long ago did she leave?
I know it isn't the same as having people there with you but...you can always write here.
How are you feeling today?
It is good to see you.
MM