Hi I am present

hello

I went shopping today.I tried so very hard not to buy tapes and cd's

What do i leave the store with Tapes and cds

I used to say to my therapist Cds were my friends

No I am not lying

I can't even figure out how I can be a friend to myself

Anger is blinding me

I didn't invite him in

He just came over

I feel that I cant relate to anyone

I am very afraid to leave my house

I go places

But not without great difficulty

I have to be angry to go outside

which I usually am steaming

I have indigestion every day

Id love to sleep

But i have to many nightmares

Jon