Information and opinions on Depression from jpw2008 at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95763/hello-hello Sat, 21 Nov 2009 10:54:51 -0500 jpw2008 hi As I greet the world today I have changed because A friend Said hello My friend died a week a go my life changed again All I have is mom now I dont want to speak to anyone for being afraid To hurt them or be hurt by them When I was in school I was picked on every day I look back I dont think I could have stopped it How do I know when people are friends and not just friendly I went to a "friends" house,I felt like I had to act... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95763/hello-hello http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95523/imaginary Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:04:30 -0500 jpw2008 hi I'm going to create an imaginary friend to talk too Maybe thats what I need to do Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95523/imaginary http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95403/world Wed, 18 Nov 2009 16:38:47 -0500 jpw2008 Hi Maybe I dont get it Maybe I shouldve stayed in bed I really dont know how to stop hating myself What is the objective in recovery any ways Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95403/world http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95402/jobs-comforters Wed, 18 Nov 2009 16:34:04 -0500 jpw2008 hi yes I hate myself And I've tried to figure this place out It's no surprise many people don't get helped Thank you for explaining how cruel the world is!!! Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95402/jobs-comforters http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95392/marry Wed, 18 Nov 2009 15:23:55 -0500 jpw2008 hi I never want to Marry no matter how lonely I get I've seen more divorces in the last two years then the last five years Ok I exaggerated a bit But People dont like to get married Its understandable I wouldn't make a good partner anyway I dont like to be alone But me married Aint gonna happen Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95392/marry http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95390/people-hate Wed, 18 Nov 2009 15:15:03 -0500 jpw2008 Hi Some people hate me some people tolerate me Then theres some thate like me I dont think its right to abuse someone even if they were abused or hurt themselves I haven't learned to deal with people who hate me yet I see that most people will Thats what makes it so hard to deal with Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95390/people-hate http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95279/world-insane Tue, 17 Nov 2009 18:48:54 -0500 jpw2008 hi I dont know anybody I'd want to be friends with I've been stabbed too many times I'm basically a sitting target I feel like someones got a gun on me and ready to shoot it If I do something wrong If so I should be shot at any time Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95279/world-insane http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95278/friendless Tue, 17 Nov 2009 18:42:37 -0500 jpw2008 hi I'm sorry theres hate in the world I'm sorry I'm a hateful person I look at the hole I dug For my self The grand canyon is smaller Are the liberators here Do i hope or do i fear Am I the last one left to survive The only human being to survive Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95278/friendless http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95273/quit Tue, 17 Nov 2009 18:12:18 -0500 jpw2008 hi If people love one another Thet will teat you as you want to be treated I am quiting This site I've been hurt too many times I've lost all my friends thats it Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/95273/quit http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/94357/present Tue, 10 Nov 2009 18:28:15 -0500 jpw2008 hello I went shopping today.I tried so very hard not to buy tapes and cd's What do i leave the store with Tapes and cds I used to say to my therapist Cds were my friends No I am not lying I can't even figure out how I can be a friend to myself Anger is blinding me I didn't invite him in He just came over I feel that I cant relate to anyone I am very afraid to leave my house I go places But not without great difficulty I have to be... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/94357/present