Information and opinions on Depression from grandma4 at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035/19872/grandma4 Thu, 31 Jan 2008 22:43:00 -0000 grandma4 Im feeling it beginning now that evening is approaching, oh i hate this, i just want to leave work and relax and feel content and peaceful, instead im anxious and depressed but i dont know why????  Im feeling really bad right now, thanks for listening, im going home now...i hope i can sleep and get up feeling well enough to get back to work in the morning.  good luck to all out there who are feeling like i am.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035/19872/grandma4 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035/19825/falling1 Wed, 30 Jan 2008 18:00:00 -0000 grandma4 I feel as though I fell into a black hole and cant climb out.  I have to work everyday and its very difficult.  I am on Effexor now, for a few weeks, and Im feeling a little better.  Has anyone felt like they were losing their minds, or a feeling of being detached from oneself?  These are feelings I have had and make me want to die. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84035/19825/falling1