Information and opinions on Depression from Jen at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168/16477/birthday Thu, 15 Nov 2007 20:08:00 -0500 Jen Today is my 35th birthday and I should be happy. My boyfriend and my daughters made a cake for me. I got nice gifts, but its and effort for me to smile. I want to go to bed. Doesnt anyone else know how much energy it takes to keep a good front going. Im sick of it, I want to feel "normal" oh god what if this is normal? I work all day then I come home hoping for the least amount of interaction as possible, then I cant wait for bed. I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168/16477/birthday http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168/16427/reaching Wed, 14 Nov 2007 20:43:00 -0500 Jen Long story short, I am 35 yrs. old and a mother of two girls. Ive' been married and divorced twice already. Family history, My Mother commited suicide in 1981, by shooting herself and in May of 2004 my Father commited suicide, by shooting himself.I am currently on 30mg of lexapro and 150mg of wellbutrin daily for depression. But I am still depressed. I am functioning person, who works a full time job, keeps a nice house, takes care of... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/84168/16427/reaching