Hi everyone. This is Andrea again. I am not sure what to put today, but i feel like i need to talk. With my issues it is such a struggle not to want to just crawl in my bed and hide. AS I have said before, I have been diagnosed with Bipolar II / Mania, severe depression, Panic Disorder, and PTSD. Now we have found that the medication... Read more
I am going on my fifth week of medications for my bipolar. They don't seem to be working like some others have in the past. I don't know if it needs to take longer or what. I experienced a panic attack the other day in middle of my NA meeeting. I had to leave. I couldn't breathe and started shaking real bad. It seems to me that because i am a... Read more
I am so tired of emotions. I am being told by others that all goes through it. I don't understand why we have to go through emotions so deeply while trying to go through so much other stuff. I don't understand why it seems like my depression hits me at the strangest times for no reason at all. I don't want to do anything, i don't even want to get... Read more
You know i feel a little different coming in here than i do about going to NA chat room. In here i feel like i am complaining all the time. I went to my first NA meeting today. It was scary. I will keep going back though. Cant judge something on a first time basis. There is another meeting tonight but don't think i will go to that...not... Read more
To all who read, this is going to be short for now but will have more later. This is going to be my new way of keeping a diary. If it is offensive, upsetting, or you think i shouldn't please let me know right away. I am new at this and it has been one long night but I am very greatful that LyraStorm was on to see me through. I have a lot of things... Read more