bipolar, mania, paranoia, deep depression, manic rage
Celexa 40mg, Abilify 4mg, Klonopin (don't know mg),
I believe that being bipolar is some crazy stuff. I feel as abnormal as someone can get...trying to balance routine, expectations of husband, and 4 at home kids, being a daughter, a mom, and partially wanting to do those things. However, i don't want to leave my house much less room. I don't want to get up out of bed, but i can't stand to lay there with myself for a long period of time either. Everyday routine does and does not exist for me. That is to szay i want it too, but it is too much trouble.