I feel I am at the bottom. My depression goes untreated because the side effects of the various antidepressants I've tried are horrendous. I am also recently unemployed and my wife is disabled and can't work. For the first time in 15 years, I have become suicidal.
I can't afford treatment....
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bottom of the rung
Izzy14
Friday, May 16, 2008 at 08:42 PM























you know one thing for sure..most of us have been there and are there for days at a time...please keep making yourelf pick up that guitar....find happiness and peace anywhere that your able to..I myself have found solace in knitting and sewing..but; there are so many days that I HAVE to make myself start....that fetal position is only good for us when we we were babies...so think like a baby and take those little baby steps....try anything that will help you....I have been depressed and suffering for over 20 years..yes, I take meds...then I get use to them and they don't work..then the whole process starts again...it can be a living Hell.....but; just keep on and make beautiful music to give you and your dear wife peace....you know what they say as far as money goes....can't squeeze blood out of a turnip...and I am just as poor as you.....if we define prosperity in terms of dollars and cents....stay strong...izzy14
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