Hi all, thanks for your kind words about my trip (and sorry Paul for not taking your hint and writing whilst I was away)... the trip was good... or should have been. Logically it was everything I would want it to be but unfortunately I just felt so depressed I was disconnected and felt pretty horrible throughout. It might have had a little to do... Read more
I'm going on a holiday - I'm going to LA to a sci-fi convention to meet people that I respect and admire. I should be happy. But whenever anyone brings it up I feel like crying and I want to move the conversation along. I only let myself think about it when I can actually DO something in the planning - I go tomorrow so I've had to think about... Read more
Does anyone else ever change and look back at something they have done and can't believe that they did it? I mean, it's kind of like I have several personalities, though they all answer to the same name and have the same past they react distinctly different to situations. One day I'll laugh at what another day I will lose my temper over. The worst... Read more
A friend of mine sent me info on Facebook about the inquiry into suicide in Australia and I thought that perhaps some people on here might want to contribute - if so follow the link in the letter from Kate, the person behind spreading awareness on Facebook, below.
Hey Guys I'm writing to you because the Australian Government has announced... Read more
Sunday, 18th October 2009 - Last night, or in the early hours of this morning (before I went to sleep), I fell apart crying. One of those complete, all consuming crying fits that leaves you with puffy eyes, spots of blood vessels, in the morning. It just sort of hit me what Mum said before & hurt so bad. I suddenly had no defence against it.... Read more