I never thought the day would come when I would dread coming home. It came. I am home, otherwise I wouldn't be on the internet, but I would rather be anywhere else. How odd it is to hear me say that. Normally I'm a recluse - home means shutting myself away in my room, my safe place. But now home means the place where Mum is - and Mum isn't... Read more
A couple of nights ago I went with some friends to see a psychic. Now I don't really believe in such things but since I was there I decided to have a reading done - because of what she told me I now want to be a believer.
First off the bat I thought I might catch her out because for both of my friends she started out with... Read more
I wanted to share this real story with you about a stranger who made my day today.
I was walking home and this old man was ambling down the path outside one of the houses that I was passing. He called something out to me but because it was so windy I couldn't hear what he was saying. I apologised and asked him to repeat what he had... Read more
Here are my most recent diary entries - here is someone falling into a dip in depression ladies and gentlemen... Oh, a quick note: I'm not actually going to take my life - I'm just honest about my thoughts in my diary entries and it's what is on my mind. Doesn't mean I'll act on it so don't freak out, okay.
Tuesday, 15th September 2009... Read more
There's been something on my mind of late and I was wondering if you would all be so kind as to give me the benefit of your opinions.
You see there is this guy who has been flirting with me for some time and has asked me out on several occasions although each time something has come up and the date hasn't happened... He has told me... Read more