Yesterday I went to an acting audition. The first one in years... well actually that is a lie - I auditioned to join an agency at the beginning of the year, and got in too, but my acting agent hasn't gotten me a scrap of work (not even an audition) since then. This time I was properly auditioning for a role (and no my agent didn't find it for... Read more
Everything Bottled Up Inside
You're angry, I know it, I would be too
It's hard finding out that there's nothing you can do
But continue to fight all the demons in your head
And learn to shut out all the awful things they've said
I want you to know I'm glad that you're still here
Though I wish I could take away every last... Read more
Here are a couple more of my diary entries. Note: Liz was someone I used to go to school with in primary school and was supposed to be my bestfriend but she hurt me - her relationship with me was even described as a psychologically abusive one by one councillor I've spoken to... Oh and my parents are going to split - Mum's in love with someone... Read more
I'm trying to decide if it is a good or a bad thing that Mum is used to me having my panic attack/crying fits... you see last night I had another REALLY bad one that woke the house up. I was wailing in emotional pain and because I couldn't breathe, plus I was shaking (I actually couldn't stop shaking for about an hour after the attack finally... Read more
Apparently my parents have been having problems and I had no idea... I woke up today to my older brother telling me that Mum & Dad had had a huge argument this morning and he is afraid that they're going to split up. When I went to get my lunch both my parents were getting theirs so I asked them about it. They looked half sheepish and... Read more
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