Apparently I'm rude. I didn't think I was but apparently I am. And it's dumb that what that guy said hurt me but - I'm just not interested in him. I tried to explain that. I said as much. I said I'm unwell and I don't want anyone in my life but he keeps trying to talk to me on msn. And I respond when he does but still I'm rude. Why?... Read more
No more than fifteen minutes earlier I was telling the psychologist doing the drug trial that I am part of that I'm feeling pretty okay that day, & then I get hit by a crying fit. Did I mention that I was on a train whilst this lovely thing was happening? There I am reading my Empire magazine, nothing upsetting, & all of a sudden out of... Read more
I just thought I might share an experience I just had. I often find it hard to take back what I've said or done, too embarrased or proud to apologise, you know. But a while back I had an argument with this guy and childishly just completely shut him out of my life. I missed him and so swallowed that silly pride and asked if he wouldn't mind if I... Read more
I want to write first off the bat that this might come across as rather controversial and/or hurt some people so please don't read on if you're feeling a little sensitive today (I get days when I might be a little touchier than others so I just thought I'd put that out there). I also want to make it clear that I most certainly do not promote... Read more
What to do on a day when you feel like doing nothing? There is sort of like an itch inside that I cannot scratch. My limbs feel like they need to be stretched or something but nothing eases the feeling. I keep breaking down crying and I have no idea why. Nothing is wrong. Seriously. I should be fine. But I'm not...
I can't write. My head... Read more