Well its almost over

I'm praying for ya Man.  "Be Still and Know That I am God" has been a lifeline for me. Best wishes.

I just read this post - I know it's a few mths old but I hope you are OK!  If you are still in the same frame of mind, please call 1-800-273-8255 (1-800-273-TALK).  It is the suicide prevention lifeline number and they just helped me save my life in August.  You could also email them @ www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org  Your kids will NOT be better off without you.  Their life will not be easier it will be harder!  My oldest neice and nephew lost their Dad to suicide when they were 5 & 3.  They are 13 & 11 now - still needing therapy and missing him every day.  If you are to down to do it for yourself do it for your kids!  Call or email and get the help you need.  Hugs and prayers, Angela

Ken

Are you still here?  I just read your post now..  And I pray that you are still here.

Anne

Through your support and wishes yes im still here.

Well I havent posted in a while , we have been very busy with our legal and health issues.

Well we decided that if we went to trial my niece would have to take the stand and my lawyer says he can discredit her but I dont know what happened that day and I will not allow her to be hurt and also to mention that a trial would cost an additional 15,000 dollars that we dont have since i am disabled and have not worked in over a year. the prosicuter has offered  because the circumstances of the case and the fact that i went through extencive test both mental and physical and was determined not to have any petyphile tendences at all. I could have told them that.  364 days in jail and life parole with megans law attachment. well I have to tell you it was the hardest thing to swallow but i feel I have no choice at least i can be with my children and wife at the end of all this. My wife my love has stood by me more than any could ever expect and that alone has givin mr strength to carry on. But again thank you all for your support and prayers god bless and goodnight.