Well its almost over

By KEN Wednesday, June 04, 2008

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TO THINK 2 YEARS AGO I WAS ALMOST ON TOP OF THE WORLD BUT ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME AND MY FAMILY, I HAVE DECIDED TO STOP ALL THE FALSE HOPE AND FAITH IN EVERYTHING. I CAN DO THIS KNOWING THAT I AM A GOOD FATHER AND HUSBAND. THIS PROCESS HAS GONE ON TOO LONG WE HAVE NOT HAD ANY INOME COMING IN FOR 4 MONTHS I CANT PHYSICALLY WORK. NOT ALLOWED TO WATCH MY KIDS SO MY WIFE CAN WORK IT IS JUST GOING TO BE EASIER TO DO WHAT I SET OUT TO DO LAST YEAR. THEY WILL HAVE MY SSI AND THEY WILL BE ABLE TO REBUILD THIER LIFE WITHOUT ME HOLDING THEM BACK.

THERE IS ONE THING I WILL SAY BEFORE I GO AND THAT IS I HAVE NEVER AND NEVER WOULD HURT A CHILD THIS IS MY TESTEMATE. I AM AN INNOCENT VICTIM IN THIS HORRIBLE CRIME AGAIST ME FROM MY SO CALLED TREATING DOCTOR. TO ALL OF YOU THAT SUPPORTED ME I THANK YOU, AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

KEN

still here

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Anonymous

6/ 6/08 8:19am

I'm praying for ya Man. "Be Still and Know That I am God" has been a lifeline for me. Best wishes.

JENNIFER TURNER

7/28/08 11:58am

HI, I JUST CAME ACROSS THIS POST, AND, I SURE HOPE YOU ARE O.K. LIFE CAN GET US SO DOWN THAT WE JUST GIVE UP AND DO NOTHING.I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND I HOPE I CAN GET TO YPUR POSTS. GOD BLESS YOU JENNIFER

Angela

9/25/08 5:10pm

I just read this post - I know it's a few mths old but I hope you are OK! If you are still in the same frame of mind, please call 1-800-273-8255 (1-800-273-TALK). It is the suicide prevention lifeline number and they just helped me save my life in August. You could also email them @ www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org Your kids will NOT be better off without you. Their life will not be easier it will be harder! My oldest neice and nephew lost their Dad to suicide when they were 5 & 3. They are 13 & 11 now - still needing therapy and missing him every day. If you are to down to do it for yourself do it for your kids! Call or email and get the help you need. Hugs and prayers, Angela

anne

10/24/08 11:02pm

Ken

Are you still here? I just read your post now.. And I pray that you are still here.

Anne

KEN

10/26/08 12:35pm

Through your support and wishes yes im still here.

Well I havent posted in a while , we have been very busy with our legal and health issues.

Well we decided that if we went to trial my niece would have to take the stand and my lawyer says he can discredit her but I dont know what happened that day and I will not allow her to be hurt and also to mention that a trial would cost an additional 15,000 dollars that we dont have since i am disabled and have not worked in over a year. the prosicuter has offered because the circumstances of the case and the fact that i went through extencive test both mental and physical and was determined not to have any petyphile tendences at all. I could have told them that. 364 days in jail and life parole with megans law attachment. well I have to tell you it was the hardest thing to swallow but i feel I have no choice at least i can be with my children and wife at the end of all this. My wife my love has stood by me more than any could ever expect and that alone has givin mr strength to carry on. But again thank you all for your support and prayers god bless and goodnight.

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