Information and opinions on Depression from Jess Jones at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/31217/queen-heartache Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:28:25 -0000 Jess Jones You're such a fucking bastard.   All I said was to fucking tuck your pockets in and when you didn't I said I wouldn't go, just to see if you would do it. You didn't so I sighed and got up but you told me to not go if I didn't want to.   I was actually looking foreward to going on a walk, jog, or run or whatever the fuck you want to call it but instead you said you'd outrun me anyway. You basically just told me to go fuck... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/31217/queen-heartache http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/30863/time Sat, 14 Jun 2008 06:11:31 -0000 Jess Jones Since I last posted I guess a lot has happened. I moved out of my parents home and into my grandmothers. They thought it would be a more stable environment. In all actuality it was probably a worse enviroment for me in terms of... authority I guess you could say. I can talk her into letting me go anywhere at anytime. Mostly because when I'm around her I'm polite and sweet. I can't be any other way around her because it's ingrained into me... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/30863/time http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/20287/abilify Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:40:00 -0000 Jess Jones So my Dr., Doctor David, has perscribed me a medication called Abilify if I remember correctly. I have the intention of researching it and what not but as of now I don't feel like it.  Today happened to be one of the worst days in awhile. I was yelled at, pushed around, insulted, irritated, happy, angry, sad, and a whole lot of other stuff. Now being happy isn't a bad thing it was more what I was happy about. Now I won't go into... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/20287/abilify http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/20217/fails-turn-bed Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:02:00 -0000 Jess Jones A lot has happened in the past week. Exactly seven days ago I was told that my mother has been taking dope and stealing money and cheating and gambling. I didn't want to believe it. Really, I didn't. And now that I know for sure that she's everything I hate in people who I claim to be enemies I'm left to ponder if my rules of abstinance apply to her as well.  You see, there's this rule that I hold with all of my... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/20217/fails-turn-bed http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/19973/eyes-eyes Sun, 03 Feb 2008 19:14:00 -0000 Jess Jones So I have to say that I just love my life. Really. My mother, for the... Oh I don't know, fourth time, went gambling and lost a **** load of money. She's minus $400 in her account and she took $600 out of my step father Gators account. Wonderful. And to add onto that my brother Kyle got suspended for hiding in the recycling bins in the 900 hallway and popping out of them and scaring the Russian Janitors. Also, my eldest brother Timothy... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/19973/eyes-eyes http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/19713/moron-middle Mon, 28 Jan 2008 00:41:00 -0000 Jess Jones So the end of the semester is fast approaching. My last finals are tomorrow and the next day. I have no idea how I did on my history final but I'm pretty sure I did okay on my Commercial Design final. The thing that really bums me out, though, is that I have to continue on with the second semester of my history class even though I failed first semester. It's an AP class. I only took it to appease my parents and keep them off my back.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/19713/moron-middle http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/19598/world-black Fri, 25 Jan 2008 06:31:00 -0000 Jess Jones    I'm not a girl who's very pretty and happy all the time. I'm not someone many people understand. And I'm not someone I always like. I've been suffering with a bipolar disorder for more than four years and I'm only sixteen. I don't want my story to be a one where you feel sypathetic for my being pathetic and I don't want you to think I'm vying for attention because I'm not. I'm just here... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/94143/19598/world-black