Depressed never really ends for me

I am so tired of feeling depressed so tired of feeling hated / dislike. so tired of not trusting people or feel i beening torn apart in every single way. The devil himself must want my life so bad cause he has destroy it in every single way. Every sinlge time I get to thinking everything will be ok someone will show that it is not. I do nothing to somebody and havent talked in awhile and then they get around me and more trying to find out what i say or see if she lies there is a person in here that the world doesnt see that it is destroy everyday. Everytime someone ask me something it is not sincere one almost laughs in my face. I feel if i pay enough hell down here for mistakes God will so allow me to have peace one day when i leave this earth! I never could Imagine one person feeling hated this much . Everything that I say is torn apart and when I let someone near me again they will show me what they think of me. By questioning everything i say or trying to get me to say something to take to another. People have so much true hate for me it wont ever end.