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I am so tired of feeling depressed so tired of feeling hated / dislike. so tired of not trusting people or feel i beening torn apart in every single way. The devil himself must want my life so bad cause he has destroy it in every single way. Every sinlge time I get to thinking everything will be ok someone will show that it is not. I do nothing to somebody and havent talked in awhile and then they get around me and more trying to find out what i say or see if she lies there is a person in here that the world doesnt see that it is destroy everyday. Everytime someone ask me something it is not sincere one almost laughs in my face. I feel if i pay enough hell down here for mistakes God will so allow me to have peace one day when i leave this earth! I never could Imagine one person feeling hated this much . Everything that I say is torn apart and when I let someone near me again they will show me what they think of me. By questioning everything i say or trying to get me to say something to take to another. People have so much true hate for me it wont ever end.
Hi sherri.
Sorry to hear that your feeling so sad. Sometimes when your depressed it just feels like everyone hates you. Thats how I felt. It's one of my symptoms of depression. Have you been to see your GP? Is there anyone who can take you?. I found it hard to go and see my doctor, but was glad I did in the end.
Hope you feel better soon
Dear Sherri Im so sorry to hear you feel so bad. Depression has this awful thing of distorting our mind and thoughts, even the bible if we're Christian sometimes loses anymeaning for us. Its just that the brain seems to close down. take a rest, go t sleep go on strike. whatever, Depression ensues and we feel like were not Loveable, and everyone hates us.I'm going thru a rough state at the moment so I'm with you on this I feel unloved, unloveable, My depressions come back Bad coza trying to change from Efexor . Its a black place. I think we gotta realise that were made in Gods image and likeness, because he died for us, were beautiful, in his eyes,loved by him Sherri.
Distorted thinking is a Cross to bear thats for sure. I just sort of hold on when i'm going thru one of these Depressions. I hope you have a good Doctor who understands what youre going through. Dont isolate yourself Sherri. I will be thinking of you.
Cant always get to answer everyone because of my hands, theyre v bad at the moment.