Information and opinions on Depression from sherrigibs at MyDepressionConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784 http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/88779/depressed-ends Wed, 30 Sep 2009 02:49:59 -0400 sherrigibs I am so tired of feeling depressed so tired of feeling hated / dislike. so tired of not trusting people or feel i beening torn apart in every single way. The devil himself must want my life so bad cause he has destroy it in every single way. Every sinlge time I get to thinking everything will be ok someone will show that it is not. I do nothing to somebody and havent talked in awhile and then they get around me and more trying to find out what i... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/88779/depressed-ends http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85895/tired-feeling Tue, 08 Sep 2009 05:28:37 -0400 sherrigibs We all felt alot same feeling and it helps so much to know your not alone or that someone been through something before. My life seems so different than others I wish it was just depression that controlled me. I feel inside I lost not only me but people i love. I feel hopeful somedays and other if you could 100 percent show me my life wouldnt change very much even a short as year i would choose not to live it anymore i drove into work today and... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85895/tired-feeling http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85894/tired-feeling Tue, 08 Sep 2009 05:28:34 -0400 sherrigibs We all felt alot same feeling and it helps so much to know your not alone or that someone been through something before. My life seems so different than others I wish it was just depression that controlled me. I feel inside I lost not only me but people i love. I feel hopeful somedays and other if you could 100 percent show me my life wouldnt change very much even a short as year i would choose not to live it anymore i drove into work today and... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85894/tired-feeling http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85139/depression Wed, 02 Sep 2009 01:48:05 -0400 sherrigibs This week I just feel hard to move hard to get out bed hard to want to stay awake i just wish i could keep sleeping and sleeping. When you get here so hard time make yourself want to try to care about yourself . you try to convince yourself things will get better but somehow they stay the same or get better get worse. Last night and today felt like it was so hard to just function. if I could i would laid in bed without moving at all . Sometimes... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85139/depression http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85032/hopes-seroquel Tue, 01 Sep 2009 05:58:16 -0400 sherrigibs Putting my hopes in dream into one medications to work.Does anyone know much about sucess of people on Seroquel? I still go on and off talking meds sometimes because one not sure if I truly need this strong of medicine.This is a strong med It makes me tired alot. does manic depression ever end?? And how did it just one day began? or did it do it slowly and no one noticed? I tried something to see what it would be like I increaced the doses... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/85032/hopes-seroquel http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/84610/tired-hurting Fri, 28 Aug 2009 05:04:41 -0400 sherrigibs Because of past mistakes in my life it has made my life not worth living sometimes for the most part. Nothing I can do or share with others. I have learned how to guard my heart in everyway still human and cry and hurt. Sometimes I have pulled away from people so much I dont know how to truly understand who and how to let people in. I understand now more clear who I can trust and who I cant. I learn to laugh at my own mistakes and not get so... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/84610/tired-hurting http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/79680/hated-person Thu, 23 Jul 2009 05:13:26 -0400 sherrigibs everyday it feels like someone shows me in someway what they truly think of me or i just strongly feel it. I wrote on here many time. i make it short to get to the point. I been on depression meds on and off for 11 years or so it was my dads death that got me to that point but when i went off of them i could never seem to balance being happy or sad but wasnt sereve just depressed alot that sometimes didnt show or back out plans made with friends... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/79680/hated-person http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/77665/friends-world Wed, 08 Jul 2009 03:42:19 -0400 sherrigibs I seem to be in a place in my life where I been stuck for about three years now the last two very bad. A place where people cringe to hear me speak almost .I see the disguss in peoples faces and voices for me and it destroys me . a simple roll of the eyes a simple like what now. I cant truly begin to understand what it is I done to these people. I truly stop living such a long time ago. everything I say is belive to be a lie to people that they... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/77665/friends-world http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/75930/over-it Wed, 24 Jun 2009 03:19:14 -0400 sherrigibs No one would ever belive this is my life and neither would I! it seems my emotions and my life have been on a roller coaster for over two years now. no one would ever understand this and neither can I . I write to get it out of my head so i wont be so angry or sad. no matter what i do or say will never be good enough for anyone ever. I come to realize there is small amount if not large amount of true hate people have for me that comes out time... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/75930/over-it http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/74734/wanted-happy Mon, 15 Jun 2009 04:41:17 -0400 sherrigibs I always had some kind of hope deep inside that things would turn out ok depression sometimes took that way . for a week a was in deep depression I guess and then saturday it lifted for awhile i saw my mom and nephew . most of the time i felt like they havent really loved me or liked me much and i didnt know why except i always think people are against me. in someway saturday I began to feel hope because i would have to get out and get outside... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/958784/74734/wanted-happy