Hi there
You truly have been through hell and back haven't you? It is really something, however, that the manufacturer has put a warning on that medication due to your case. So in essence...you have done some good to help others. Unfortunately all medications have side effects. I don't know of any that do not. And you never know what they are going to be until you take the medication. It is a risk.
So what is the next step on your journey? Will you see out another doctor? Are you reluctant to try any other medications at this point? Do you have any supports as in friends and family to help?
I hope you stick around to share more of your story. We would like to hear it. And I am so sorry to hear that you are going through such a miserable time. You are not alone.
Hi, there. I'm sorry you're having so many problems with medication. Is your therapist a psychiatrist? If you've quit seeing her, now you have no medication and no therapy, correct? I know it's so frustrating to have to test out all these things, but I don't know of any quick way to find the right medication. I just want to encourage you to not take too long to find a new doctor. Is there some way you can get some referrals, like through your insurance? Some insurance companies also provide case management for long-term illnesses and can be helpful when things like this happen.
Sorry if nothing I've said is helpful, but I don't know all that much about you and what you've been through. If there's some way we can help, let us know. We will listen, in any case.