by
Mara
Wednesday, February 04 2009
Hi everyone,
I feel myself slipping a little - my meds had to be changed because of a very bad side effect, and the last time I posted I was feeling so much better. Every time I feel myself slipping even a little - I'm actually feeling the depression a bit - I get scared, because I know what that could possibly lead to. I'm trying to... Read more
by
Mara
Monday, February 02 2009
I just wanted to post something positive - I'm not having my morning meltdowns - for a couple of weeks now, and the severe depression has seemed to have lifted...I think my girlfriend has a lot to do with helping me feel better, and lots of hard work in therapy, and meds, but I can actually say right now that I don't feel depressed. Hang in... Read more
by
Mara
Friday, January 09 2009
Hi - I have been doing better with my depression - had a rough 6 months or so - hospitalized twice, and then went to intensive outpatient - slowly feeling better, but still - the depression is allways there. It seems that most mornings - I'm not even sure why - I just find myself crying, and grieving. For people I've lost in the last... Read more
by
Mara
Thursday, December 25 2008
I haven't posted in a while - things have been a little better - but it never really stops. I just don't want to be here anymore. I even just graduated with my MSW - but i don't see how i could help anyone else feeling like this. I'm so tired. Never happy. Well, once - about a few months ago on cymbalta, until it... Read more