I'm starting to get scared.....

Hi everyone,

I feel myself slipping a little - my meds had to be changed because of a very bad side effect, and the last time I posted I was feeling so much better.  Every time I feel myself slipping even a little - I'm actually feeling the depression a bit - I get scared, because I know what that could possibly lead to.  I'm trying to do everything I need to do to stay healthy, but so much for me is chemical.  So....I'm a bit freaked right now - which doesn't help with the anxiety, I know.  On top of that, I had to find a new psychiatrist....that's never easy.  I haven't had the best experiences with providers, so....trust is a big deal.  But I'm really trying.  Just isolating some....yea, scared.