Well, I think I have a grasp on this feeling of needing to better myself. I have had a rush of emotions over the past few days. I have missed my old life and kind of got lost in that feeling. But now I am moving forward. Yes, my old life was grand. I was in the Air Force and had an amazing time and met so many people. But, that chapter has come to an end and I need to move on from that past life.

Tonight I posted my first assignment for school. I decided to start on-line classes and am extremely excited about it. I chose on-line classes because I do suffer from anxiety and know that while I would love to get out of my house and go interact face to face with people I would not be able to be in a classroom.

My old life was great, but who's to say that my new life can't be better! I will probably never work again due to the four illnesses that I have, but I want to get my degree for myself. I am going for my BA of Psychology, I hope that it will give me a little insight into my life. I am not going to self diagnose, just looking for a few answers!

Today I took a giant step by starting classes and I hope that I can continue to make more steps and evenetually leaps and bounds! Today I am shooting for the stars!