Can anyone help me?

I was diagnosed with severe dysmorphic depression last year and haven't found any relief. I'm currently undergoing electroconvulsive therapy twice a week and even that isn't seeming to help. In the past month I have been contemplating suicide and have been scrathing my arms to the point of leaving scars. I need someone to talk to that can relate to my situation. I've tried to talk with my doctors but all they seem to say is that I've tried just about all of the anti-depression medicine and they don't know what to do. I just need someone to talk to!