All People Who Are Taking "lorazepam"
Body and mind is failing, Promised wife before she died of cancer in Oct 09, no "hands on" death
Pain is horrible, Emotional and physical sucks, but my wife and I remarried after not seeing each other for 28 years. The best times in my life were our times togeter, I was glad for us that we were together when she passed. The major move was made by me due her elderly parents and her kids location. Soon after we marrierd her dad... Read more
posted 02/14/2010, comments (3)|
Explaining self-harm (some Christian content - but mainly general)
I had two years of self-harm from the age of 58-60, but have been free of it for two years. I wrote this to help a friend explain things to her mother, and to share with my church leaders. Some is from my own experience, and some from other internet friends. The last part is really things I need to work on from a marvellous... Read more
posted 11/14/2008, comments (0)|
Could anyone give me a reason why it hard not to stay alive?
I am a vetern and married with 2. Some days are harder than usual not to just go ahead and kill myself! I struggle with this on an everyday basis and it seems to be getting harder each. Im currently taking celxa, lorazapam, and buspirone. Along with that I have 2 herniated disc, fibromyalgia, and arthritis. Im also hme alot by myself due to... Read more
posted 09/09/2008, comments (6)|
My life right now
Well, I hate winter. I have (SAD)and it really sucks.Cause in the wintertime my depression is worse, and my bipolar gets worse also. I find it helpful to journal alot. And if the sun doesnt come out I have a sun lamp that I use. Its ok, but not as good as the sun. I have a hard time sleeping, even though I'm on sleeping medicines. It really... Read more
posted 02/12/2008, comments (2)|
